From the outside, racing can look smooth and controlled. But this year felt different. Things didn’t click right away, results didn’t come as easily, and the pressure kept building.

There were moments where I had to question a lot: my riding, my mindset, and how to handle everything going on around me. With more competition than ever and challenges off the bike, it definitely pushed me out of my comfort zone.

But that’s also what this episode is about. Not just the good moments, but everything in between—the doubts, the setbacks, and the work it takes to come back stronger.
For me, RACER isn’t just about showing race runs. It’s about showing what it really feels like to go through a season like this.
I learned a lot this year. About resilience, about staying patient, and about trusting the process even when things aren’t going your way.